Fuck this shit. He told me to eat like a normal person so I did. I was 120 lbs for him. I ATE FOR HIM. And now he is gone. So fuck eating. Fuck being normal. I am so sick of being fat. All I want is to be 93 pounds. Is that such a bad thing? Is it evil of me to want thighs that don't touch?
Well fuck him. I am not going to be normal anymore.
Ana, you can have me fully now.
I give my heart, mind, soul, and body to you.
Make me beautiful now.
Make me worthy of someone's love.
Maybe one day someone will come along that will truly love me an will be with me.