Saturday, August 15, 2009

Fed Up

It is time to get down to business. All of the stress of going to college has kept me from really feeding ana but now I am so fed up with myself that I am ready to unleash the beast. I need to be 109 pounds. It is only ten pounds from where I am at now but it seems to far away. I have to get there.

500 or less
Tea + Splenda = 0
Apple = 80

Dinner @ Olive Garden (God help me...)

Monday, August 3, 2009

I am here because I honestly hate myself and the body I am in. I disgust myself on a regular basis. I am ready for change.

109 pounds is my first goal. It will be hard but I need this. As long as I keep the final goal in mind, I am sure I will succeed.

Today will be my last day of normal eating. Tomorrow I start the ABC diet. Wish me luck.