I'm sorry I haven't really been around. It is just that He is leaving in February for the air force and I won't get a chance to see him for probably a couple months and I am just trying to spend as much time possible AND do school AND find a job. I am so stressed out and I can't even manage to eat well. I hate this. I know, I know... excuses are pathetic. There are thousands who are successful at this. I just can't seem to get my shit together. I don't know why.
I have 8 1/2 weeks of just myself coming up. No one to tell me 'EAT'.
Water fast for at least four weeks.
I need it.
Oh God, do I need it...
It is raining for the second day in a row.