This morning I stand at 118 pounds. I can feel the weight crushing me, the fat choking my mind, the jiggling and the rolls only a few pounds away. I can smile at those things now.
Today I begin a fasting regiment. For one week I will start with a liquids fast and than I will slowly work my way into a water fast. I intend to lose a minimum of twenty pounds on this fast, which is not that hard to do if the fast is done properly. I'm angry at myself, which will be the gasoline on the fire.
Burn baby, burn.
I will be this: